Vita Dolcé

11 October, 2009 @ 3:38:00 PM

who on earth do you think you are

even my parents dont speak to me in that tone.

if you didn't realise,

that day i actually tried to make an effort to patch things up.

did you even notice me help you get your physics worksheet?

i brought it to your table for you.

if not, how do you think it got there?

i guess you were blinded by rage huh

you know,

you made a wrong move by sending me that message.

you think i wasn't affected by it?

every single insult you threw at me hurts.

if you had no idea, i actually have feelings

and i'm just as affected by this whole predicament we're stuck in as you are.

do you think its easy for me?

do you have any idea long it took me to start talking to friends i've quarrelled with before?

i'm not your dream bestfriend,

i'm not some super kid

who can just put everything behind and treat it like nothing ever happened.

i cant just change because almost everyone is telling me to change

that's me, and im not changing who i am for you to feel better.

right now, i don't even think it's worth it.

and how long have you even tried to wait for me?

if you're so impatient then fine,

don't bother.

i'm not hard up for your friendship la really

you are the first friend i have had who scolds me in my face

i don't need a friend who thinks i'm some useless shit.

go screw your own life

and don't even think about talking to me.

you want me to treat it as if nothing ever happened before?

fine.

i'll treat it like you never even existed.

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